Sweet 7

Sweet 7 things that's going through my mind:
(not in order of preference)

1. Ziana Zain - her twins...her musicals...her health....EVERYTHING!
2. Liverpool won - well ok...not the time to be over the moon yet!
3. Randy Orton - RKO wrote on my FB wall!
4. Job hunting - I just NEED to settle down pronto!
5. iPhone - when will i finally buy it?!
6. Channing Tatum - HOT stuff!
7. "SWEET 7" - Sugababes are back! Though i miss the old line-ups and songs...this album shows why i love the babes in the first place!

Sunshine and the Rain

The Rain: :(

Why is it I still cant settle down!
Why must there always be someone to F*** it all up!
I really feel like leaving now!

Liverpool....why oh why! *Sigh*

The Sunshine: :)

ZZ's twins!
So freaking cute and adorable!
Her hand's heeling...though with scars...
Her stars are shining ever so brightly right now...
2010 is gonna be her year! *Amin*

Dad's got a house now...sharing the pad with bro...that makes my family properly settled down now since the "tragedy" of divorce.
Now...only left with mom to worry about...*Sigh*

Wedding preparation...though date's been delayed, is going well...

*Dear God...please...give me strength to go through all the test you put upon me*

Frustrated!

Got a feeling he's taking advantage of me!
What the Hell is he giving me his damn work for!
One after another and another and another!
Asshole!
And what do i get for being Ms.Nice? NOTHING!
I get NOTHING! I go NOWHERE! Im still a damn slave!

Confused......again!

Should i stay? or should i go?
Why does this question always haunt me....
2 months on and still unsettled....
So much is being promised but will they deliver?
Will i be made a slave all my life there?
Will things get better for me?
Will my hard work pay off someday?
Did i leave AOD for this?
So many questions but no answers!
I thought things will be better when i leave, that I'd be better off elsewhere that allows me to nurture my ability...Hell No!
Im in fact going down an endless tunnel of darkness!
Shame on me! Im such a failure for myself!
Still cant take the fact that Im no longer in charge....im a nobody there!
Nothing to be proud of!

Will I EVER see light at the end of the tunnel?

Blogging again....

So here I am...
Failed to resist from blogging again...
Hope i'll be able to squeeze in more blogging time now...
I used to spent HOURS just perfecting my blog back then LOL