"The past is gone... The future is unpredictable... All we have is now... Don't waste it"

by Cathy Freeman

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Confused......again!

Should i stay? or should i go?
Why does this question always haunt me....
2 months on and still unsettled....
So much is being promised but will they deliver?
Will i be made a slave all my life there?
Will things get better for me?
Will my hard work pay off someday?
Did i leave AOD for this?
So many questions but no answers!
I thought things will be better when i leave, that I'd be better off elsewhere that allows me to nurture my ability...Hell No!
Im in fact going down an endless tunnel of darkness!
Shame on me! Im such a failure for myself!
Still cant take the fact that Im no longer in charge....im a nobody there!
Nothing to be proud of!

Will I EVER see light at the end of the tunnel?

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